XOXO

Hey Babe. I'm so glad we're together. I'm at a point right now that i feel so in love. I'm so happy because i never thought I'd feel true love in my life. we've been "together" about 5 yrs now and all along though my feelings for you we're true i never really felt satisfied. i always felt like something was missing like i was missing out on life for being with you. in my mind you were not the one. it sucks but that's how i saw it. I don't know if i fell in love with you or if i was always in love and didn't know how to interpret it. i like to think i always was. and finally realized it. it would make me sad to think that i really would never experience what loving someone truly madly deeply would feel like. but now i know thanks to you. you know how you say i make your ex or your weird friends seem like angels compared to me not in those words but you get me right?. well compared to the feelings i have for you, any feelings i thought i had before are insignificant. the "pain" they caused me seems like a tiny prick compared to immense heartbreak i felt when i was losing you. the "love" i felt for them is nothing absolutely nothing compared to the feelings i have for you now. all of that was BS. i don't even consider them. i don't miss them don't love them don't hate them don't feel anything I'm indifferent. before it was a big deal because i met you at 19 and all the "heart break" and "love" was fresh but now after 6 yrs. i hardly remember those people. i have short term memory and the only thing in it is you :)  all i know right now is that i want to spent the rest of my life with you. and if i ever missed out on anything it was enjoying, loving, appreciating you to the max in the last 5 yrs. if i could go back boy would i change everything. except for the good times. you are the best thing that has happened to me. punk ass. i never saw me being this cheesy. but i guess this is love <3 and if i was a bit bitchy today it's only because i was a little jealous. i hate admitting it. i trust you i just don't trust skanky hos. feel me? lol.

Let it die and get out of my mind
We don't see eye to eye
Or hear ear to ear

Don't you wish that we could forget that kiss
And see this for what it is
That we're not in love

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start

It was hard to tell just how I felt
To not recognize myself
I started to fade away

And after all it won't take long to fall in love
Now I know what I don't want
I learned that with you

The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start
The tragedy starts from the very first spark
Losing your mind for the sake of your heart
The saddest part of a broken heart
Isn't the ending so much as the start